Unable to Speak

Do you ever feel like there is something in you that is getting ready to explode out? Like if you were just to open you mouth, the words would flow forth, but they don’t? That is how I feel right now. I feel like there is something that I should be saying, should be writing, but don’t know what it is….at least I can’t put it into words. I actually know exactly what it is, but it seems impossible to express it in words. It is like trying to explain anger or sadness. It seems impossible to do, unless the other person knows the feeling as well.

I can feel it inside of me starting to form into words, but at the moment, when I open my mouth or put pen to paper nothing comes out. I sometimes am able to get a start, but it always trails off after the first sentence or two. The worst of it is that I want to put it out, I want to be able to speak it, to write it, but I can’t, it isn’t words but feelings, emotions, thoughts. So, I remain plagued by these thoughts, until I am able to speak them.