"Not all who wander are lost"

I like this quote. Whenever I see it or hear it I like to think, "I'm not lost, I am simply wandering", and then I go about my merry, lost way. However, when I am actually honest to myself I have to admit that I am in fact not wandering but rather completely lost. I have no plan, no God, no purpose, no money, and to top it all of debt up to my eyebrows(and continuing to grow).

I start my last year of college in a few weeks, majoring in economics. I'm not completely sure why economics since I don't know what I will be doing with that, but then again I wouldn't know what I was doing with any major, so why not economics. I will be graduating with no plan, no real idea, and with $30,000 in loans I have to start paying back.

Even though I am lost, I am content. I know being lost is supposed to be a negative, but I am okay with it. Although come to think of it, it would probably be better if I wasn't okay with it since that would motivate me to actually go out and do something about it. But instead I lean back in my chair and sip some splendid tea, not worrying and not really thinking about my current location, nor how I will ever get anywhere.

"Not all who are lost care to be found"